- Wednesday, November 11, 2009 -
Finally, finally, finally!!
I suppose I should be feeling super hyper or something, but right now, I just have this great sense of relief, like a big burden has been lifted but yet I can still feel the ache.
Oh, and I'm using my brand-new/old laptop to type this!! My sister gave me her old one, and though it makes a few funny noises, overall, it's pretty cool :D
Probably, the strange feeling I'm getting is due to the current circumstances. (Actually it's most definitely, not just probably)
Anyway, BEST OF LUCK to all those who still have papers!!
Ah, I've missed typing here so. I have this sudden urge to write. Or play piano. Or both. But it's night now, so the most I can do is the former (unless I want angry neighbours throwing their shoes at me).
My holidays are probably going to be busy though. I can't say I mind, I like it that way. Anyway, I start work on the 17th, thank god my hours are flexible.
Hmm... I don't really have much to say...
Oh well! Since a picture is worth a thousand words, then this video should be like, a trillion, right? Make sure you watch it, dear blog readers, it's definitely funny :D
Ja, until next time!
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 8:21 PM
- Wednesday, October 21, 2009 -
Hope I don't screw it up :(
加油, Add Oil, Ganbatte, everybody, let's gogogo!!!
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 9:21 PM
- Tuesday, October 20, 2009 -
I wish, more than ever, that you would stop this. Stop being nice to me and then turning around to make me feel bad the next. Are you my friend or not? Can I trust you or not? I just want to study, and not think about this anymore.
It really hurts... This is why, more than ever, I begin to hate people...
When I'm asked, "What's the matter?", I just shake my head and say "Un, nothing!"
But I wonder...
How many more days like this, do I have left with you?
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 8:06 PM
- Monday, October 19, 2009 -
Cleaning my rifle, dreaming of youuu!!!
I have only five minutes to type this out. So yeah. Forgive any typos.
Today, went to study at airport with Jaime and Jong. Productivity level - 96% (minus 2 % because of the time I got bored and purposely took a fifteen minute walk with Jong, and minus 2 % when I went to look in the bookstore)
O LEVELS ARE COMINGGGG
I haven't really touched my sciences much yet. Still got a little bit of Humanities left. So once I finish that, it will be Science and Math all the way.
So right now, my studies are priority. But if there's any emergency that needs to be solved, don't worry! Cuz I'm on STANDBY mode, yeah? Haha.
Ummm.....
I forgot what I was going to say!!!
And I'm out of time.
Ah well.
OH WAIT I KNOW
In honour of my post number 444, a ARASHI song (from the album that my triplet gave me XD) :
Kaze No Muko E
Hmm. I shall take some time to type this very small bit out.
In truth, I don't like the way you are doing things. But that's just me, and I never said anything because it doesn't matter. Everybody has their own way of doing things, maybe yours will be better than mine, who knows? I just like my way. Plus I never said there was anything wrong with yours, so what's up with you saying that I was wrong? -_-
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 7:56 PM
- Friday, October 16, 2009 -
Well, for all the sec 4's anyway. After this will be O levels, and then GRADUATION, here we comeee~
I'm saying this to comfort everyone because it seems like half the world is having holidays as their exams are over, but ours are just beginning >.< Never mind!! You wait!! They'll be taking O levels soon too (gosh I'm mean) but by then we'll probably be preparing for A levels or something even harder :X
Today, in a fit of high-ness, 4e2'09 'decorated' our classroom, and even our teachers joined in! I have the pictures, but shall not say what we did, it's for the next class who has our classroom to find out ^o^ Hohohoho! All of us are nuts and lovin' it!
I guess I'm really going to miss BV after all. Four years passed so fast, parting is a part of life, but why does it always have to be so sad?
Anyway, I wanted to just give a big THANK YOU and free hugs (courtesy of Yayah, XD) to all the people who have helped shape my life in BV:
*NPCC NCOs of 2006-2009 (especially my squadmates) and the CIs and TOs of BV NPCC*
I just looooove these people! Without them, my life definitely wouldn't be the same. I've changed a lot since sec 1, most of it is due to them. From a shy and quiet sec 1 geek (don't laugh, it's true) to the person I am now (a geek and still a bookworm, but at least a noisy one XD), none of it would be possible wihout these people.
*1e4'06, 2e4'07, 3e2'08, 4e2'09 and all their teachers *
I will never forget how nutty each and everyone of us can actually be. Even the teachers! Mrs Cheong for always digressing, Miss Chia for always treating us to McDonalds :P, Miss Koh for offering us the Always Pass Up Homework Deal, the list goes on and on.
And of course, where would I be without Jong to poke me in class, Shermin to stare at me, Ah Gwee to yell at me and go "Oiiii!", Aqilah to do the can-can with, Jaime to say "Hey!" to my "What's the big idea?!", Hou Ping to bug to teach me Math, etc etc etc, the list goes on and on and I could name at least a thousand people but then we'd be here all night.
WE'RE UPSIDE DOWN NUTS AND PROUD OF IT!!!
I meant to thank a lot more people but I can't make this a too long post, I have to go study :P
And also, Tweet and I want to go for the Kayaking course, which is like two days, but six hours at a time! ZOMG. I will probably become a black charcoal when I'm done with it , wonder if anyone will still recognise me? XD
Ending off with a picture of my super cute pancake from October 7, (Wednesday) post:
IT'S SO CUTE RIGHT!!! Say it's cute (or I'll poke you until you do!) I was so sad when I had to eat it >.<
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 9:20 PM
- Tuesday, October 13, 2009 -
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUFFY HAIR!!!
Now old liao, cannot be childish already! Wahahaha XD
Today also, Miss Koh asked whether we wanna go kayaking!!
But must pay $60 for all the training courses D:
But can get One-Star :D
That means that I can just go and kayak wheneeever I like, without instructor some more!
Still considering. Maybe after O's, then I can go earn some money.
Anyway, O level Practical is next week (There should be ten thousand exclamation marks here but I'm too lazy so why don't you just imagine they are there. Go on! )
And right now I'm supposed to be resting because my low blood acted up again yesterday. Almost couldn't go school today, but I didn't want to miss any lessons.
And I still got E Math papers to do. So, bye!
Papa went for check up again today...
Operation to confirm more is gonna be on Friday... please let it be okay...
Still got Mama's check up on Monday...
Please...
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 6:59 PM
- Sunday, October 11, 2009 -
I can't take this... Why do things always have to come one after another?
First it was Papa, and then now Mama.
Please, let the doctor's reports be wrong.
Why, why is it that at times like this, I feel like I'm such a kid? I can't even do anything, this feeling, it's horrible...
Smiling and making jokes, it was just to reassure me. Because I know. I'm not a kid, and I know how bad this can be, so why are you pretending that it's just a small thing? It just makes it worse for me...
Somehow, all the things I wanted to say, they just won't come out right. I can't be calm, I want to scream. I'm so afraid.
Please let it be okay. I want my parents to be okay. Please let it have been just a mistake. Please.
First it was that, and then now...
I don't want Mama and Papa to fight or argue anymore. I don't want them to be angry at each other because of that.
Stupid stupid stupid. Why did I have to say anything? Why couldn't I have just kept quiet about it? Then none of this would have happened... It's all my fault.
If someone has to suffer, then let it be me. I'll let her do whatever she wants, she can slam the door in my face and she can scream at me all she likes. But please, please don't argue.
Telling everyone that it's fine, acting like everything is normal, but inside, it really really hurts. I want to study, but every time I try to, everything just resurfaces up again. Telling myself that crying won't help anything, but ...
I don't know how I'm going to get through this. I really, really don't.
~Aluminia Holokauston~ 9:31 PM
